new crew up x]

dj serts dj justyle dj alrocc one dj dreal and dj dro one

and heres a tip

TRACKS UP ON www.myspace.com/djserts

(dont type that in ur url address.. just click the link! cause the way my xanga is setup. if it says serts it puts "xerxess")

crazy day

woke up... onlined it for a bit... chilled... hopped in the shower.. got ready... then gloven and nigga jon bounced... i was like wtfeck... where these niggas go?! anyways... justin hit me up saying aye dog im at adams pad... i said cool ill be there.. so i took ruby out today... for most of the ppl that dont know.. ruby is my car... with no tags and all that shit... miss driving her... anyways.. so we session with 2 sets of tables... 2 numarks ttx's with a dmpro numark mixer and adams 2 tech mk2's and a rane mixer.... damn we rocked that shit.. then the night came.. and more ppl came down... then we started drinking.. then before the night ended.. delima started.. and stuff got outta hand and what not.. but everythings straight...

i gotta say today was a good day - ice cube

good day folks

easy

-sertS

p.s. hi maia.. i know ur gonna read this! hahaha <3 u

 still thinkin about you

i haven't found anyone better for me than you
and i'm too stubborn to call you on the phone
i forgot how we got in this situation
but i think about you when i'm alone

i all too often dwell on the past
though i do so less every day
it's not that i haven't moved on
you just impacted my life that way

maybe we'll see each other again
but then again maybe not
and if that chance arises
i'd like to give it a shot

the hardest thing in life is to say goodbye

today i learned a lesson
that will always be true
saying goodbye to someone
is the hardest thing to do

i've never felt a loss
until i said goodbye
i thought i was strong
and i broke down and cried

never will i forget
the times we had
though the reflections are happy
it makes me rather sad

the most brutal of men
cries at the past
i only wish
the good times would last

so i humor myself
i'd smile if i could
why can't things work out?
because life isn't supposed to be that good

hmm...

so sunday was such a boring day... woke up.. chilled... aimed it for a while.. checked messages on myspace then aimed more.. then packed my laptop and headed to dj droos pad.. at home i added a lot of tracks to my set (for djing) then went to adams pad... chilled sessioned.. and it was coo.. the mix was dope.. now all i gotta do is record it and pass it out...

random songs ppl should download?

-pretty ricky - push it

- yung berg - sexy lady

-jae millz - my swag

-lords of the underground - cheif rocka

-ludacris - the potion

-redman - put it down

-bring and lace - get it clear

-the pack - at the club

hot songs on rotation

gonna let my mind stream this one....

anyways.. i know its wrong to dwell on the past but ive been looking at pictures from the past and it kinda sucks just to think about what has happen in the past years... the goods the bads... mostly the bads.. cause everyone knows that the negatives always over power on the positives. pictures from certain people who had played an important part in my life... ppl who have cheated me through everything from relationships to friendships.. bestfriend passing in 03.. like my teenage life has went threw ups and downs.. kinda gay that it started wehn i turned 16.. from then til 19.. life sucked threwout that part of my life... goods? uhm.. theres been some goods... cant really name a lot off the top of my head.. but just looking at the pictures.. i can at least pull 10 different negatives in that picture alone.. due to the long term memory of the bads.. and short term memory of the goods... theres ppl that have been there for me and that have showed me there true friendship.. and most have shown nothing.. considered to be fakes... i dunno y life can be so gay.. for the most part.. im still alive.. and not to sound super emofaglike.. wonder how my death would affect other ppls lives... dunno how many ppl read this.. but explain to me how ur life would be affected if i was no longer on this planet.. but in reality.. sadness doesnt last forever.. i know that.. line form sandlot " legends may never die, but ppl do" or some shit like that hahaha.. true but then again.. that person is dead... or how about this one... "nice guys finish last"... which im starting to believe that cause being nice to ppl isnt getting me shit.. some.. but not as much as id want... "u might be living a shitty life.. but those who wait will receive twice the greatness" PSSSSSH... im stil waiting u son of a bitch (to the person who made that fake lying ass quote) if i were to pass.. i know it would effect some ppls lives... example.. ken... bestfriend passed in 03.. its 07 and im still not over the fact that my bestfriend is gone.. but none the less. if i were to pass... i know i wont be alone up there. honestly but i cant wait to hug ken once i see that fucker.. havent seen him since 00 on our 8th grade graduation. but back to the emo subject... life has its hidden suprises... true.. but the suprises in my life.. arent really suprising... cause its just another day or aim, myspace, and cigarettes..

so tell me.. at this point, when does life get better? will winning the lotto make it better? probably...

but what ppl say.. more money more problems...... but then again.. NOOOOOOOOO money... EVEN MORE PROBLEMS!

nigga can i getta amen!?

hmm... i thought this blog would make me feel a little better by getting it off my chest.. dont u hate that shit when it doesnt?!

peace yall